Tuesday, December 4, 2012

I Am My Worst Enemy...


 
Tell me not, in mournful numbers,
By Adriana Schalkwijk Ribeiro
Life is but an empty dream!

For the soul is dead that slumbers,

and things are not what they seem.

Life is real! Life is earnest!

And the grave is not its goal;

Dust thou art; to dust returnest,

Was not spoken of the soul.”

Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

 

I WANT TO LOVE, BUT I SPREAD HATRED: of things, people and places, criticizing and despising

I WANT COMMUNITY, BUT I LIKE INDIVIDUALISM: my own room, time and place

I WANT RESPECT AND SUCCESS, BUT I LACK THE HUMILITY AND DRIVE: arrogantly believing I know best, not listening to advice or laughing at someone else’s mistakes

I WANT IT ‘NOW’ and forget the delight of waiting and of surprise

I WANT TO BE UNDERSTOOD but do not understand much (and many times do not even care) of what my neighbor is going through

I WANT ATTENTION, BUT ONLY TO MY OWN PROBLEMS AND ACHIEVEMENTS

I WANT OT REACH FOR THE NOBEL PRIZE, BUT I WOLD FORGET THE SHOULDERS OF THOSE ON WHICH I STAND without whose work I would have never reached the top

I WANT TO HAVE PEACE: WORLD PEACE, but desire excitement, sadness and gruesome news better than a peace mission’s report and forget that the basis of it is forgiveness, comprehension, and a loving my neighbor (brother/sister, husband/wife) as myself

I WANT TO BE RICH, but forget that to be so I need to have people who want to ‘buy’ my product/service, and that for this, they need money too

I WAN TO LIVE IN A GOOD NEIGHBORHOOD, BUT I ONLY TAKE CARE OF MY OWN HOUSE/BUSINESS/PEOPLE forgetting that to build a ‘community’ I need to ‘build up’ a whole neighborhood

I WANT TO SERVE, BUT FORGET/do not want THE BLISTERS and discomfort they bring

I DREAM, BUT WHEN I ARRIVE I FIND FAULT – dreaming is better than arriving?

I WANT TO WORK, BUT WORK HALF HEARTEDLY. I do not want the sore back, wakeful nights or tedious effort

I WANT A DOG, BUT NOT ITS EXCREMENTS

I WANT A HOUSE, BUT NOT ITS REGULAR CLEANING

I WANT TO EAT, BUT NOT THE COOKING AND DISHWASHING

I WANT TO DRESS, BUT NOT THE WASHING

I WANT THE SLEEP, BUT NOT THE WAKING

I WANT THE GARDEN, BUT NOT THE GARDENING

I WANT THE PENT HOUSE, BUT NOT ITS PAYMENTS

I WANT THE ‘FIT LOOK’ BBUT NOT THE WORK OUT

I WANT THE BABY, BUT NOT THE DIAPERS AND SLEEPLESS NIGHTS

I WANT THE HUSBAND, BUT NOT THE RESPONSABILITIES OF A WIFE

I WANT…

Lord, how will I survive?

Give me thankfulness, humility and self-denial necessary to be able to find real ‘joy’

Thursday, November 8, 2012

Joseph The Dreamer - a dream about organic farming


Joseph the Dreamer 

To my grandchildren Bella, Benny, Leshki, Lilly, Zeke and Lexis


"You may say I'm a dreamer,
But I'm not the only one,
I hope someday you'll join us,
And the world will be as one."
From Imagine by John Lenon & Paul Mc Cartney

‘This too is meaningless and chasing after wind’
Ecclesiastes


A Dreamer

                Joseph loved to travel. But, as a child in Sioux Center Iowa, where his father had a large dairy farm, he could only but dream. His father said that he could travel reading. So, Joseph always went to the library and read all he could about far away countries. And, as always, when his mother received letters from the family, he was ready to hear all he could.
                Family in England or as it should be called ‘Great Britain’, in the Netherlands, Belgium, Australia, New Zeeland and finally, mom’s youngest brother in Brazil, South America. How would he like to see all what they did and travel seeing all the great things in each of the countries. Maybe one day he would work really hard and save up enough for a ‘world tour’ trip. His father shook his head, and continued with whatever he was doing when Joseph started talking about it. He loved his son dearly but he had a hard time with his dreaming son. But his mother… His mother, she bought him a notebook and taught him how to remove stamps from the envelopes that came and helped him glue them gently in the notebook. Slowly he acquired a big collection, beautiful flowers from Brazil and the Netherlands, Queen’s heads all in different colors from England. A koala stamp from Australia was his favorite, and then the queer ones from New Zeeland! He was very fond of his collection and would spend all his free time, which was not much for any on the farm, and dreamed. However, he worked hard, obeyed his parents, but in the meantime dreamed on…
                And, he heard stories, all he could. From his Grandfather Leo, he heard the story of the potato famine in Ireland. How when there was no food, many people came to the USA. His grandmother was one of them. ‘Why was that grandfather?’, asked Joseph. He heard that it was because people had brought one potato for a far off country, as they liked it for food, and this one potato was divided into small pieces to grow new potatoes. From there all the potatoes from Ireland came. Sadly though, when one potato was hit with a disease it got into all of them because they where all of the same one and as such had the same makeup – all had the same defenses for disease. So, when one of the potatoes became ill, all died.
                How can we help for this not to happen had the young Joseph asked? Grandfather had said ‘just never grow your plants from clones, as was that potato’. Always let them grow from seed, then they are a bit different and some may survive. Also do not grow too large of a stretch of land with one crop. Divide into smaller and different plots, so when you notice that one group of plants is diseased you can burn it or plow it under so that the rest will not be able to get it. Because they are not too close to each other, you may be able not to lose all you have planted. Better grow your own not this new fangled DNA altered seeds, as this alteration of crops even though may look better, may lead to the same as the Ireland potato! Joseph wrote this also in his little notebook that he carried everywhere so he could write things down that he thought important: he wrote ‘potato famine Ireland' – do not grow clones and close together (Grandpa, 1961) and he drew a huge potato  plant right beside it so he could easily find the information.
                In all this dreaming, now suddenly his father became sick and needed much help. Even Joseph’s mom started to milk, and took care of the chickens and calves. His brothers also worked hard. And, Joseph?
                Joseph? Joseph just snuggled his head against the warm cow hide and went on dreaming… He was in Africa, America, Brazil, Europe, especially England and Holland (which we call the Netherlands) and Belgium, because there he wanted to be, and prayed for his dear father. Would there ever be a chance of visiting gardens with flowers and plants, seeing the fields full with the beautiful Dutch cows, would he ever be able to milk one, and learn how to make the greatest cheese ever and see them stored underground and learn all about it? He worried. What about the sheep in Scotland and the Orkneys, He loved the idea of being able to shear one and oh! The learning how to use a shepherd’s dog, and herd the cows… Oh, the idea of going by boat, to visit mom’s cousin Jan, who worked with the fishery department and see the beautiful wide and cold North Sea, and the rocky cliffs of the islands sticking out from the sea, and: 'oh no!' He was thinking of herding cows, but they should be sheep of course! He laughed thinking of a cow herding dog… He was going too far out in his dreams… Maybe it would be better to learn that in New Zeeland, where his uncle Gerrit had a huge farm and so Joseph dreamed on… Even though his hands now moved rhythmically, as he was milking his assigned cow share.
                Later he would dream of feeding a spider monkey somewhere in the jungle of Brazil, instead of his allotted lambs. Yeah they where fuzzy, cuddly and beautiful, but just calves…
                Joseph! Called his father... Finish milking that cow! There are three more waiting for you… Sorry dad… But Joseph dreamed on… Nigeria… Oh, all this dreaming! It was a bit too much for this aging father, struggling with his failing health. The farm was aging and much needed to be done. Much repair was needed after years of illness.

Travel

                Then an unexpected opportunity came. Just before his sixteenth birthday a letter arrived from Great Britain. He would get a free ticket to fly to London and from there he would go by train and boat to the Orkneys, where his Uncle Jan had a fish farm and had a few hundred sheep in the neighboring farm lands.  And his cousin Gert, who was his age, would come and help his dad on the farm during that same year. They would follow the same school year in each other’s school. He would be paid some and he would stay at his uncle’s farm learning the trades. His dream was coming true! He had also kept Facebook connection with his cousin Henk in Aussie (as Henk used to refer to Australia), and now he got to ask to do the same with his Uncle Robert, Henk’s father) for a few months. He was overjoyed!
                He began studying even harder than he already did and got all the books from the library possible on the subject. He had the time of his life! He visited English gardens, saw trees trimmed into hedges, and wondered if he could do the same in Iowa? And, would his cows have the shade of the tree fences/apple hedges, so their milk was tastier than any other? In Holland trees trimmed into odd shapes, and canals to hold back the water or water dry fields… In all that he carried his note book and a small book, the Indonesian ‘Smaka Gy’. It was a book that he carried with him from the time he had bought it, it showed him how to grow vegetables, have small fields and a few cattle for a self sustaining acre of land! What a great way to grow all very close together and enjoy the work of your hands while resting on a small veranda… He dreamed of having his farm like that!
                He traveled on. In the Netherlands he tasted cheese that was made from milk from early first grass, when the cows after a long winter first graze on the now young and very green grass – it is a very special cheese. He now wondered if he could also see a difference if his cows would eat fruit – delicious apple and pear milk taste?
               Then it was time to go home again…


Home Again

                When he came back from his tour, he heard from his mother that his father had become much sicker and that she had been working on her own, and all she had been able to do is milk the cows and feed them, they looked healthy and beautiful, but the fields where more a weed land than anything else. He would not be able to return to his studies and had to work really hard.
                Then one of the town’s banker’s, his father’s friend came to talk to him – his father had gotten in debt so badly that he probably would have to sell the farm before too long. However, he said that if Joseph would do what he asked for he would be personally paying his debt for the first five years and give him some extra cash for buying of seeds and payment of oil for tractor so he could keep afloat. Joseph became curious about the proposal. He loved their farm and would do anything to keep the farm.
                The suggestion was simple: first, he would have to plant fifty native deciduous trees the first year (that the banker would order for him from a reputable nursery) and double in the second ( plus the ones that had died the first year) and so on, till the fifth year. Then he could allow them to grow for the next twenty years. After that he could do what he wanted with them. Secondly, he should try to be a different kind of farmer, by growing food free of pesticides and fertilizers. The banker friend had learned that many problems happen because of the use of pesticides, even his father cancer would probably related to these chemicals - they had found them even in the well-water on the farm, when it was tested. Finally, the banker friend hoped that by the fifth year Joseph would be able to pay his debt. What Joseph did not know is that the banker had decided to cancel all his debt if he would be able to make it work, and he had much confidence in the son of his friend; he knew Joseph was a hard working, very intelligent boy, but he wanted to prove his trust and let Joseph work hard for it.

 Action

                And Joseph? He had learned much the year he was gone, and beforehand had dreamed so much, there was so much he wanted to try… Looking at his father and banker friend, he shook hands on it and then signed the papers.
             Then he went to the drawing board. He had kept note of all his ideas and lessons learned and now he got all together and sitting at his father’s bedside, he began to develop the plans for the next five years. There was such joy in his heart that he laughed out loud and hugged his father and mother, asked God to help him and talked and drew the whole night long, till it was time to milk the cows and he ran out to the barn to begin the day’s work. Against the soft and warm belly of the cow’s body he was milking he planned the work for the day. He would have to start with plowing the first field today.
                As he was poor he had no money for a huge truck and combine, he used his father’s small and old tractor for the work ahead. Remembering the small English fields and the knowledge on pests that travel and finish with large fields of the same crop, he divided the fields up into plots of two acres. At the edges he allowed the grass and weeds to grow freely, and apart from that he dug a small ditch in the middle of this edge in the hope of accumulating water that drained from the fields. Every so many fields he left the lowest area open so he could later in the year dig it deeper and make a small dam so he could accumulate the rain water.  Over the days ahead he began shaping the whole farm like that, and planted every other field with corn, wheat, soy and on the sandy edge of the farm he planted potatoes. The other fields he let grow wild, although he scattered all the clover and mustard seeds he could find on the farm. He also decided that every four square acres he would let one grow wild for the planting the trees later in the year. Because he had not much feed and he wanted to start letting the cows loose in the fields so they could enjoy the sun and grass, he used the electric wiring. He had to circle one plot and every few days he would move the cows to a fresh field. When the planting was over, and he had finished making nesting sites for his new free range chickens that walked free around the farm he began planting the trees that had been set up against the barn and watered by his dear father. They where good five year old trees and would grow fast, the forest would be thick and beautiful.

Help

                But he also wanted to grow fruit trees, lots of them, and because he did not have much time for all and small tender shoots of trees need a lot of attention he called on the teachers of Sioux Center Christian and Sioux Center Public schools to help him. He would like to ask them to be like Johnny Appleseed. If he could pay the children for each seed that they grew into a little tree for two years or more, he would have many fruit trees. Any fruit they ate could be used as a seed, as long as it grew and it had the name of the fruit on the bag or box it was growing in. And, the banker friend? He smiled when Joseph came to him with the strange request for a small extra loan… after he had explained the idea, he friend granted it. Now, Joseph decided he would pay the amount of 50 cents for a one year tree, one dollar for a two year tree, up to five years. The amount of trees was decided by the each child. He would buy them all. If they also wanted to plant and water the tree on his farm he would give them 10 cents per month per tree, it was not much he said, but it was what he could do. The teachers would keep track and he would tell them where to plant.
                In the first year he had paid for hundred trees, in the second year the children liked it so much and became so good at it that double the amount was grown. In the fifth year he had on his fields over 1,000 small fruit trees growing! Some in groups, as small orchards all through the farm, and the others he planted along the edges of each field. In these first years, he pruned and guided these to form a solid hedge that in the spring where white or pink with blossoms, in summer green and in the autumn grew lots of fruit and in the winter really looked like a fence. As such, he did not need to use the electric fence any more, but could guide the cows into a field and they would be surrounded by a natural apple, pear, cherry or peach tree fence of about a three to four feet high; the children could pick their own fruit when they came to visit and the cows could also pick their fruit which they loved very much indeed!
                From the Far East he had read that in the olden day’s ziggurats (a sort of small tower) was made in the middle of a field so that the birds would nest and would eat some of the crops, but on the other hand would fertilize the soil so that up to two times as much would grow on each plant. He decided to give it a try. In some of the most dry and unfertile sites of the farm, he now started to build a few of those towers, and in the coming years all sorts of birds would come to nest there. The first year most of the small wheat plants that he had sown were eaten, but in the following years, the ground became more fertile, even with squiggly worms! And now, the place was teaming with both birds and crops. People would come just to watch them and in the evenings, along the paths of his fields people would walk and stop to listen to the evensong of these birds, very careful not to step on the green plants that where growing each time bigger. They knew farmer Joseph would need his harvest, and they wished him the best! He would even allow them to pick from the sides of his fields, and they could pay them if they could, but even if they could not, he would not say no. And so, all had corn on thanksgiving day, rich and poor, young and old; and what a sweet corn it was!

Fields and forest

                Slowly, over the years, he noticed small trees growing up close to the ditches he had build and he started to clear around them and after having recognized the good and healthy trees, those that where native and would grow into large trees. He every year trimmed them so that they would grow lanky and straight up, with very few branches sideways. This meant that even though the trees where growing big, they were not interfering much with the sun on his fields. It actually meant that on a scorching hot day (and it can get pretty warm in Iowa during the summer) the fields would not dry out too fast and the plants were greener than those of the fields around his farm where this was not so. And, when the winds became strong (and it can blow a lot in Iowa) the fields would be more protected from the winds so there would be less toppled corn, even though they grew farther apart, because he gave them more space as to grow larger crops!
                His cows also liked the trees. When it became hot in the middle of the day they would look for the shady edges of the fields and chewed their green grass, not to mention the delicious apples, pears, cherries, and peaches that grew now everywhere in these hedges in the late summer and early fall – no problem for farmer Joseph! He wished his cows their fruit. What he had not expected is that because there was less fruit growing, the fruit that was left became even bigger than expected! What Joseph had not dreamed about was that more and more people came every day to the farm to buy his fresh milk – it had a smell and far away taste of fruit! Even his autumn cheeses, which he sold around Christmas time (when they were a bit aged), had the faint aroma of autumn apples when somebody would slice them; they became famous! 
                By now he had built canals to get rid of swampy areas, and when it rained too much, as it did last year in the month of august, he accumulated the water by draining the excess of water from the land into ditches that he had dug on either side of his fields. From there the water had filed the artificial lakes that he dug every five to ten acres (depending on the terrain that is) so now every low lying spot had a water reservoir from where he could, in the dry spells, pump the water back over his fields. As such, he never lacked water when the dry season happened to occur. He heard later, when he and his neighbors started to do this more regularly, that his tactics helped avoid large floods further downstream! In winter he cleared the snow from a few of them so that whole Sioux Center could come and skate, whilst his mother and later his now dear wife Kathy brewed loads of hot chocolate and had a continual supply of fresh apple tarts, ready from the oven for all their hungry customers. 
                Now, he also started growing free range chickens for the eggs and meat; in these small acreage plots it was easy to keep them. At the center of the field he always grew a small group of corn, wheat, and other grains, mixed together and with Echinacea and mustard seeds  he had added to the center of each of these fields the chickens had so many insects, grains and where so healthy that no better eggs were to be found in all the surrounding counties.   At one of the edges of the field, closer to the barn, he had made covered nesting sites. The chickens where so tame that the children of the town could pick their own eggs from the nests if they wanted to do so. What fun! A real Easter egg hunt any time of the year you wanted to do so. And the calves and lambs that were born in spring, which had grazed on these fenced meadows the whole summer and fall, became far better and tastier chops than any Argentinean veal!      
                Now, because of this, he would work his field one by one, he also could move slower when the autumn kicked in. Some fields would be much further along than others, so he could sell fresh crops for longer periods of time and if the winter kicked in later he would have more crops. He had not too much money for seeds, but he had read that if you plant them further apart, the root system of the plants is healthier and bigger so the plants grow stronger, with a larger and sweeter produce. This was the same, whatever the plants be it corn, the millet or the wheat.
                For the trees he had to grow, he tried to use as much as possible local trees or evergreen/deciduous trees, but he also studied and then tried to grow a few Sequoias. Always remembering the story he had heard from a friend who had been in Brazil, where a tree from the pine family had been brought from the abroad and now many of the local fruit trees, especially the marmelo tree, did not bear fruit any more because the bees would take the oil from these pine trees and with their wings would touch the marmalade flowers which would become all sticky and not grow into marmelos.  O yeah, he build bee hives and had many bees; the bees in his fields would have enough flowers to make the most delicious honey and would fly from one flower to the other of all his trees and fruit bushes, so that in the fall they were heavy with ripening fruit.  
                He would grow clover, mustard and sweet potatoes for his cows. The sweet potatoes he would store in digs for winter with the left over apples and pears, but when the clover was ready he would let them frolic in the fields... How did these cows love that! Their milk would become even more delicious and creamy.  He started drawing colored squares by planting specific crops in a specific pattern. Now, from the sky the checkerboard was not only in spring but the whole spring, summer, autumn long. Only in winter did he see the natural tree fences shaping against the snow and gray skies.
               When his mother became interested in medicinal flowers and the pharmacy plant in Sioux Center started asking for farmers to grow the ‘cold medicine’ Echinacea and other medicinal herbs, Joseph started alternating plots of corn and wheat with fields of this beautiful purple or white coneflower. Now, all over the late summer there, from the sky one could see squares of green corn alternating with purple or white form the coneflowers and the dark or later on the light yellow of the maturing dry wheat. When later he started also growing lavender for the local Wal-Mart, who was using its flowers to stuff beautifully soft pillows with the flowers of this nice smelling plant, it was not only colorful but also deliciously smelling when you would ride by his fields on your bike. "Only the orange fields Florida or in Minas Gerais (Brazil) would smell better" he used to say. 


Results

                Soon all wanted to come picnic and camp (in tents, not trailers, as then you could not smell the delicious flowers at night). From far away families would come to sleep on the grassy lawns of the farm, drink its delicious milk, taste the cheeses or collect the fruit in season and the vegetables now growing on a large acre that Joseph had prepared for his wife and children to grow all sorts of vegetables; from carrots, radishes and cabbages to beets, onions and sweet potatoes. And, because they were grown organically and watered with clean well water, tested for any toxins that could be in there, the children could eat them straight after picking; many a child that never had liked her greens now started eating – even lettuce leaves, cucumber and parsnips!
                And the debt? Oh, I nearly forgot the most beautiful part of this story! When the five years were over, on the day he was scheduled to meet his banker friend, he came all dressed up and smiling: I can start paying back my debt! How much do I owe you? His friend smiled at him and said ‘you did much more than I ever thought possible! Have you forgotten to read the small print in the contract? It said that if you would be successful and be able to start paying back, having obeyed the rules, you would be free to start saving instead of paying… Congratulations! Our town thanks you! We now have organic fruits, vegetables and eggs cheese and meats, not only that but others are starting to do the same! Thank you for your dreams and dedication. Your father said your where a dreamer, but we both knew you could also work hard; and you did both. You dreamed but then used your dreams to make something different and beautiful! That is the best way to dream…"
              As for the town’s children, they liked this planting so much that they continued to grow their fruit trees and soon all around town the fruit trees where growing... parents were pulling out their hair in despair – where, oh where, to plant more trees? But soon other farmers wanted to do the same as Joseph had done, and so, very soon all children, rich or poor young or old had quite a bit of money in their savings account, ready to pay for their college! Never had so many of the children in town gone to college… and many wanted to become farmers like Joseph…They traveled. Learned all they could, helped where they could and came back to their corner in Iowa, to plant more fruit or other trees and soon, with the care of all these students, a forest grew around the plots of corn and wheat.


Dreams and Reality

                And Joseph? Farmer, Joseph? Did he still dream?  No, Joseph the dreamer, he dreamed no more… His dreams were not as beautiful as real life. He had learned much on his travels, but he now liked his veranda and his Brazilian hammock best. The only thing he loved better was paragliding with his wife and children over his town, the farm and further in the distance, where now others where following his way of farming. In spring, all was colored pink and white from the blossoms of all his fruit trees, or yellow in the early summer from the mustard growing in the fields, or later in the summer the purple of the Echinacea and lavender, or green with touches of red and orange from the apples and pears basking in the sunlight in the late fall.
                Finally, when twenty years later, after many of the local farmers had begun to take up on Joseph’s farming ideas, when the news came that the last of the big trees in the Amazon region where being cut, the BBC reporter mentioned that even though the line around the equator in Brazil was becoming browner and browner, Iowa from the sky in summer was greener than ever. But not in Spring, because then, from March to April all northwest Iowa would be one sea of pink and white… and the saw mills had wood for quite a many houses, playgrounds and cribs…


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Monday, October 15, 2012

When say 'I am a christian' I don't say... A poem


When I say, “I am a Christian”
I don’t speak with human pride
I’m confessing that I stumble -
needing God to be my guide
When I say, “I am a Christian”
I’m not trying to be strong
I’m professing that I’m weak
and pray for strength to carry on
When I say, “I am a Christian”
I’m not bragging of success
I’m admitting that I’ve failed
and cannot ever pay the debt
When I say, “I am a Christian”
I don’t think I know it all
I submit to my confusion
asking humbly to be taught
When I say, “I am a Christian”
I’m not claiming to be perfect
My flaws are far too visible
but God believes I’m worth it
When I say, “I am a Christian”
I still feel the sting of pain
I have my share of heartache
which is why I seek His name
When I say, “I am a Christian”
I do not wish to judge
I have no authority
I only know I’m loved
Copyright 1988 Carol Wimmer

Christian Principles

by Paulo Ribeiro
Christian principles are not magic formulas.  They do not always provide clear, easy and simple solutions. They serve as guidelines in helping us to see and take up our responsibilities in this world.  

Thus, rather than trying to achieve certain goals we should try to understand the context and the way we should follow. We must try to follow the Lord's advice in the Sermon on the Mount:  

“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?
“And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin.  Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these.  If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith?  So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’  For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them.  But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.  Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

There you are.  No magic formulas - just principles for life.  

It all starts with the fear of the Lord and the continuous search for wisdom - - - to follow the principles.

Cheers,

Getting off on a tangent


Our Christian life is not a straightforward, easy leveled path. There will be many ‘ups and downs’, emotionally or otherwise. Emotional unsteady patches of road are the worst. We feel God has left us alone: He is not there. We forget that even Jesus on Gethsemane cried out...
If we would consider the emotions/life we could think human emotions as ups and downs of a frequency curve, where the highest and lowest points would be the easiest point to tangentially exit the line – so also when our lowest and highest points. Deep depression or prideful exultation moments are the ones in which we can ‘exit’ God’s will for our lives the easiest and continue following our 'own' paths. It is here that our faith becomes most important: 'do I really believe?' 'Is God's Word really the truth? (Ephesians 6:17). If not, we may become 'wise in our own eyes' or consider ourselves nothingness and want to die. Such as did King Nebuchadnezzar in pride (Daniel 4: 30-34), and the prophet Elijah in depression (1 Kings 19:4).  

Sunday, October 14, 2012

My life measured by a cord?

From Pastor Ben van Arragon

What are you worried about?


Passage: Matthew 6:19-34

This week I’m preparing a sermon on 1 Peter 1:3-9 (as part of a series on the letters of Peter entitled “Holy”.  Find out more here).  Peter’s focus in this passage is “an inheritance that won’t spoil or fade”.  My preparation has brought to mind Jesus’ two-part exhortation in the Sermon on the Mount.  In this passage Jesus both reminds us of the fleeting nature of life in this world, and invites us to trust in a God who knows our needs and loves us immensely.  Above all, our faith directs our focus not to the worries of making today the best it can be, but preparing for an eternity that’s better than the best we can imagine.  Francis Chan, one of my favorites, puts it way better than I ever could.  Take five minutes to listen to what he has to say.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=86dsfBbZfWs




Saturday, October 13, 2012

Circunstance, blindness and gifts


A few weeks back I was  in Delft strolling and 'getting lost'  -  in the process we visited the stately 'Niewe Kerk' - the official church of the royal family here - and went inside, also climbed the tower that is over a 100 mts high - they allow you really to climb nearly to the top. Several times being able to go outside and circle the bell tower. At one level we passed the bells and the level above the carrillion bells organ and equipment. At the entrance there was a list of 'beiaards', as the players of the carillion of bells are called, since the 16th century. The third one was, if I recall rightly, Jacob de Blinde - which means 'Jacob the blind one'.
It struck me deeply. A blind men climbing the towers to make the music (the steps very straight, nearly bumped my head twice, at one point I could not look down - scared...) Here was he, the blind one, touching his way all the way into church and up the stairs finding his way in the tower towards the bells. Making the most beautiful music! Remember, this was the most important church of the country - so only the best would play here! I imagine his mother shedding quite some tears during his childhood and youth - tears brought before God's throne and turned into Joy for all around! and probably to the man's heart! In my search to the man, I could not find his name but found another one from about the same period - a Jan Jan van Eyck (this one in Utrecht)  which was payed for also playing his flute throughout the town (see below). 

May those whose tears are plentiful be transformed into joy of many! Let it also be a reminder to us that our failures through God's Power can be our strength!

pictures of the Niewe Kerk and utube with a flute playing written by Jan van Eyck and the tower climbing and playing by a baiaard of today - it is this tower that we climbed!
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JACOB VAN EYCK (from http://www.essentialvermeer.com/music/music_new.html) - born: Heusden (near 's-Hertogenbosch), 1589/90
Jacob van Eyck was a Dutch carillonneur, bell expert, recorder player and composer. He was born blind and inherited the noble title of "jonkheer" from his mother's side. He spent his early years in Heusden. In 1623 he visited Utrecht, where he was appointed "beiermeester" (carillonneur) of the Domkerk in 1625. Three years later he became director of the Utrecht bellworks, having technical supervision over all the parish-church bells. Later he also became carillonneur of the Janskerk, the Jacobikerk and the city hall.
Van Eyck discovered the connection between a bell's shape and its overtone structure, which enabled bells to be tuned properly. The famous bell founders François and Pieter Hemony had cooperated in this discovery. Van Eyck's work drew the attention of such prominent intellectuals as the Dutch scientist Isaac Beeckman, René Descartes (who lived in Utrecht for some years) and Constantijn Huygens (a distant relative, and dedicatee of Van Eyck's Der Fluyten Lust-Hof). Both Descartes and Huygens describe in their letters to the French music theorist Marin Mersenne how Van Eyck was able to isolate different partials in one bell without touching it: simply by means of whistling or humming the desired tone close to the bell and making use of the resonance principle (overtones).
In 1649 his salary at the Janskerk was increased, "provided that he would now and then in the evening entertain the people strolling in the churchyard with the sound of his little flute," a practice that was first mentioned in a poem of 1640. His first collection for the soprano recorder, Euterpe oft Speel-goddinne (Amsterdam 1644) had been enlarged and became later the famous two-volume Der Fluyten Lust-Hof, which remains until today the largest work in European history written for a wind instrument. Moreover, it remains the only opus of considerable dimensions that was "dictated" by the author as he improvised on the flute. Therefore, the original print contained many errors, but the second print already appeared "op nieuws overhoort ... door den Autheur" (heard[!] through anew ... by the author) and was printed several times during van Eyck's lifetime.
The work contains almost 150 pieces for solo soprano recorder in C. A few of the pieces are free compositions (preludes and fantasias), but the majority consist in variations on popular melodies. Although most of them have Dutch titles, many originate from the French air de cour repertory. Some are Italian (from Giulio Caccini, Gastoldi), English (John Dowland), German and Dutch and 16 were borrowed from the Genevan Psalter. The process of composing variations was called "breecken" (breaking) meaning that the notes of a theme were broken into notes of smaller values, each reprise becoming increasingly elaborate.
Despite of van Eyck's noble parentage and his connections to Huygens, he appears to have lived very simply. Whether the success of the Fluyten Lust-Hof did anything to improve his finances is not known.

just to give you an idea...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RrXjwSc50rs and http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=MjFO1SR66UY
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